Ya girl's goin to college

Anonymous asked: What are some tips to making friends in college?

Honestly I would just get involved in things you like(: I clicked with people who had the same interest as me, which is the health field. Every freshman is lost and wants to fit in, or is looking for new friends so just be nice to everyone, ask them what their name is and their major and if they wanna go to the first premed club of the year with you(: or whatever club of your interest haha, even the gym(:

Honestly its really easy as long as your nice and open(: One thing I would do is instead of buying a tv and putting it in your room hang out in the lounge in the dorms (GO THE DORM ROUTE!) its the best place to meet people and hangout without any pressure! Ask your acquaintance in class If they wanna study with you or work on a project in your dorms(: Just be friendly and don’t just stay in your room! Like I said above, the dorms are the best place to meet friends so go the dorm route(:

Apr 13

therightsidekid asked: I'm thinking of Regis as my first choice of a college. Do you find that it's easy to meet people, both girls and boys?

Honestly it is incredibly easy to meet people living in the dorms! Both boys and girls (: just don’t be shy go to the gym go to games and parties if you like them! I absolutely love regis you should come ❤️

Apr 3
Well well well, I have exactly 30 more days left of my freshman year at Regis University and I can proudly say that I am the epitome of happy. I may be stressed because I went from an 87 to a 78 in Biology in a matter of 2 weeks…but looking at the big picture my life has flipped upside down. God has planted me in a place where I have met the BEST people I have ever known, Emerald leaving left me with meeting the most beautiful person inside and out <3 Lindsey has changed my whole experience at Regis! I had so many lovely friends last semester, but throwing her into the mix has tightened our group and I could just cry Im so overjoyed with our friendship right now<3 AND we get to live in an apartment next year!! My six bestfriends and I. 
So, it’s safe to say that everything happens for a reason. My lack of true friends growing up, me moving to Colorado, Emerald having to move out, all brought me to where I am today, in a beautiful state of happiness.
As of right now my grades are looking great, besides Biology…but I have faith that I can pull through and get to where I need to be!
This is my place, this is where I belong. I took a leap of faith and I landed right where I am supposed to be.
Apr 2

Well well well, I have exactly 30 more days left of my freshman year at Regis University and I can proudly say that I am the epitome of happy. I may be stressed because I went from an 87 to a 78 in Biology in a matter of 2 weeks…but looking at the big picture my life has flipped upside down. God has planted me in a place where I have met the BEST people I have ever known, Emerald leaving left me with meeting the most beautiful person inside and out <3 Lindsey has changed my whole experience at Regis! I had so many lovely friends last semester, but throwing her into the mix has tightened our group and I could just cry Im so overjoyed with our friendship right now<3 AND we get to live in an apartment next year!! My six bestfriends and I.
So, it’s safe to say that everything happens for a reason. My lack of true friends growing up, me moving to Colorado, Emerald having to move out, all brought me to where I am today, in a beautiful state of happiness.
As of right now my grades are looking great, besides Biology…but I have faith that I can pull through and get to where I need to be!
This is my place, this is where I belong. I took a leap of faith and I landed right where I am supposed to be.

Anonymous asked: Is it hard to drive in snow!?

I don’t have my car up here yet! I hear the trick is to go extremely slow though haha

Mar 26

Anonymous asked: Why did you want to go to college all the way out of state? Why didn't you just got to like nau if you wanted snow?

I’m sure that’s what I told a lot of people but the reason that I really left was because I had to start fresh, with new people who I had absolutely no history with! I felt like every I turned someone had hurt me in the past and I couldn’t deal with that any longer! Honestly I couldn’t be any happier with my life here now because of that move. There is way way way too much drama in Az

Mar 25

Anonymous asked: What is some of your favorite books? Have you ever read I don't want to be crazy?

Haha yes I read that, it was really depressing actually haha, I have anxiety issues and that’s what it was about. I learned that things could definitely be worse!
I loved twilight (yea I’m a fangirl) I like the book In Your Room, I’ve seriously read too many but basically any sappy love story(: I’m currently reading a book called the last lecture and it’s really inspiring❤️

Mar 20
Feb 8

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So, Ive been trying to readjust to living in Colorado again, to living away from the people I hold so dear to my heart. One thing is different though, Emerald left Regis, she wouldn’t tell me why but she is gone! I am overjoyed about that! I truly did not want to live with her for one more minute… However, now I have to move! I am moving to my friend Lindsey’s dorm, and I am pretty excited about that. Also, my cheer coach quit! So, now I don’t have to worry about that anymore, I have mixed feelings about it.

The main reason why I am posting tonight is because I need to vent. I have been struggling to fall asleep, study and stop worrying. My anxiety is pulling over my head like a blanket and the only reason I can pull it back down Is by being surrounded by my friends or boyfriend. I have been craving my boyfriend’s company every second that he’s away. It is destroying my ability to study and I am slowly sinking into a pit of hopelessness. I have to get 3 A’s and 3 B’s to keep my scholarship. That’s kind of a lot of pressure considering that I only got 1 A last semester.

My life feels like it is not under my control and my dream is slipping away from me. I am so conflicted, can I handle this for many years to come? I just want to be happy.

Jan 28
Bad day
Jan 11

Ootd!
High low dress, a sweater from tj max, my fave Vince booties and a belt to accentuate the figure I don’t really have! Enjoy (:
Ps tomorrow is my last day in Arizona:/

Jan 8

Date night outfit <3

Im wearing the Christmas present my boyfriend got me, a ralph lauren denim shirt, a cotton tight dress from h&m, and boots from charlotte russe!

We went to go see Catching Fire and I loved it! It was just like the book, unlike the first one which I just about had a coronary about!

So, in other news I am literally on the verge of an anxiety attack, which is the reason for me posting at 1 am. I am so stressed out about how I am going to handle next semester, how I am going to get all these good grades to get me into medical field and lastly how Austin and I’s relationship is on the brink of disaster.

Let me start off by explaining why my boyfriend is driving me nuts. I wear the pants in our relationship, and I mean it. I had to push him to get a job, to want to go to a university, and sometimes to frankly just MAN UP! I always have to take care of EVERYTHING in our relationship and I am just through with it!! A few months ago Austin got a GREAT job at Costco, literally 13 dollars an hour and in 6 months he would receive benefits, perfect right? Well I guess not because he up and quit with no other job to fall back on. However, he at least could still live at wretched Wendy’s house for free so he didn’t have too many worries about the situation. At least that’s what he thought, then one day during our glorious winter break back in AZ he received a phone call from Wendy letting him know that he is no longer going to be able to live with her. So that was a bit upsetting, but honestly I was kind of excited! Finally he would find an apartment and live with roommates and start having a life in Colorado. However, all my dreams were shattered when he told me that after 2 years of working almost 40 hour weeks at dunkin donuts and 3 months of working part time at Costco he had only saved (dun dun dun) 2000 dollars. That’s right, 2000. So, let’s just calculate this for a minute here, he worked at dunkin say 30 hours a week (give or take) for a year and a half with a salary of about 9 dollars an hour, that is equivalent to about 20,000 dollars in earnings. Costco however he should have made about 3600 dollars. Yet, with all that money he managed to save 2000 dollars. I wanted to break up with him right then and there. How could he do this to me? I was hoping to be living with him in 2 years, possibly getting engaged in 5, but how the hell could he ever even afford any of that with 2000 dollars in savings? Biggest. Letdown. Ever. 

So, now were going back to Colorado with him having no job, no place to permanently or securely live in and hardly any savings on his end. FUCK MY LIFE.

On the other hand regarding school my schedule is consumed with cheerleading and working, how could I let my college life get to this!? What was I thinking!? The second I am done with cheer will be the biggest relief in my life. I am not good about procrastination and cheer doesn’t give me anytime to do that, so I am going to have to buckle down and face the music. No more hanging out with Austin on my free time, no more Breaking Bad marathons when I could be studying, and no more procrastinating!!!! This semester is not going to be fun, but my GPA is not where it needs to be and I will do whatever it takes to achieve my dream. However, I was so taken back with my final grades that I am a bit discouraged, but I am going to talk to each teacher individually and tell them my target grades and ask them if they have any recommendations and if they wouldn’t mind answering my future questions, because I know I am going to have a ton to achieve my grade goal.

Well Winter break, it’s been fun, but it’s time to get to some serious work and kick ass this semester.

PS sorry about the rant but I probably would have ended up on the bathroom floor hyperventilating if I didn’t do this!